A year back i got this lovely thing - laptop. Why did i buy it... its such a pleasure to hit on the keys of my laptop to write something like blog. Why do i blog? I blog because its my friend when nobody's there to listen when humans around my life are less close. There's always family to share your things, your feeling, your joy and sorrow... but not anger and frustration... For me anger should be preserved for right time to come out.
Well my blog posts are result of extreme emotions and today its anger. The day started very dull i came back from home after 3 days vacation had a lot of work...
The things code didn't work and the work kind-of stopped at the workstation :P
Plan to go out for friend's wedding gets canceled because business might come to company during recession.
Then the expected happened it was appraisals and there were points which i totally disagreed to my manager but can't help it because he is my manager. It hurts but what hurts is you cant do anything about it if you try to do it you are screwed by whole upper management because you are opposing someone who knows more, someone who doesn't have faith in his/her juniors, someone who calls you "stupid", someone doesn't says you are a good resource but says you "need improvement in everything", someone who wants me to be a leader by telling me i did good job but others performed better, someone who's help comes with some price.
Ultimately, i come back home and nothing like a boxing punch bag in my room to let out my frustration of all the bad experience of the day or a place to shout aloud so as to let out my frustration... So here i'm punching on my virtual punch bag!
Enough for today may i need to catch some sleep! Lets see if sleep heals these pains
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