Who Am I?

Am I a human?

The day i look in self
Its not what its supposed to be
I search out for help
then i learn nobody cares to see

I look in self again
to find the answer
Am i worth the pain?
then i learn its all disaster

i talk to myself
when I feel sad and lone
there lies the happiness shelf
and i withdraw the funny-bone

As the smile spreads my face
when look in self again
in jiffy fades the grimace
i learn what kills the pain

The pains i give
the pains i take
thanks to kind heart for they forgive
sorrows in me soon will break

i care,i love, get hurt & i learn
the sins and good deeds take their toll
The self that burns in me like sun
teaches me, cares for me is the ONLY Soul

Now the difference come along
The pain that body had total
I'm Sole n Soul is now my song
in the end human in me bow down the immortal