Deewane ho gaye....

kisi ke pyaar me deewane ho gaye ,
pyaar to na mila par is chakkar me shayar ho gaye
aaj un lamho ko dekh has deta hoon,
woh bhi kya waqt tha, us waqt ko gujre jamane ho gaye

Ab to zindagi se poochta hoon kya aisa koi phir aayega,
zindagi bhi muskura ke kehti hai, sabra karo koi behtar mil jayega
us behtar ke intazar me phir deewane ho gaye,
anjane chehre ko dhundte dhundte hum apno se begane ho gaye

Koi kareeb hote hue bhi door ho chala jata hai,
is ishq vishq ke chakkar me bhavar me phasta chala jata hai,
aise bhavar se khud ko nikal liya hai,
dusro ko bhi bachate bachate hum sayane ho gaye

Zindagi se poocha bach bhi gaye aur sayane bhi hue
par woh chehra na mila woh aankhen na mili,
zindagi phir muskurayi, humhari bhi kismat hai aisi yaad dilayi
us kismat ke sahare hum dewaane mast mastane ho gaye

Par yeh safar sirf us chehre ke liye nahi,
yeh safar to un chehron ke liye hai, jo hume yaad karte hai,
un sabki yaad ki bhi ek ibadat hai, yeh samajh kar sambhal gaye,
aur unki yaad ke hum deewane ho gaye, hum deewane ho gaye

Feeling Nostalgic

Why, How and since when....

This is not the first time i'm feeling nostalgic... but its different from previous times... Is it some type of illness? I think it is and the symptoms are:..

1. Can't concentrate on work,
2. Can't concentrate on art,
3. Not comfortable at home,
4. Running away from friends,
5. Can't even stick to this laptop for a 2 hour movie...
6. Loss in energy and enthusiasm that i had a couple of years ago

In such nostalgic phase there is/are some strong desire/s which might kill such feeling. I tried to figure out and right now only thing i can think of is go on a long drive in a car with some music on long drive away from all this... may be i need a break

Still figuring out whats the cause...

Hope this passes soon

Cheers

Yaad...

Aaj kisi ne phir unki yaad dilayi
Aur unki Yaad me humne phir kalam uthayi
Jakhmo ko khuret kar woh kahani
Humne apne aap se phir daurahi

Dard to hota hai magar kya kare
Jina pad raha unhi ke yaad ke sahare
Unhi ki aakhon ko dhund ti rehti hai nighaye
Un Nighaho ko ki talash me fir rahe hai mare mare

Hum jante to nahi yeh ishq ka ehsaas
Magar aapki muskurahat is dil ko hai khaas
Muskurate rehna sada jahan bhi tum jaoge
Par yeh yaad rakhna is dil ke kone me sada tum apne aap ko paoge

Har Saans se tumhare liye dua hi nilegi
Silsila in duaon ka aise hi chalega
Tum itne ho khaas ki tham jaye dhadkan bhi
Aur tham jaye saans bhi,
yeh ruh tumhari salamati chahegi
yeh ruh tumhari salamati chahegi